purest of love

i recently read on one post (shared link) on why a lovely person should appreciate her boyfriend . dan terima kasih anda mengingatkan sy tentang dia . bagus .

this one man i knew very well . and there's some parts of the video telling the truth , like man can change due to love , and do the best to his girlfriend . man barely put tears , but it seems easy to do so if he is broken due to love . he can be such a great listener to problems when he is actually not . he will always try to make his girlfriend happy no matter how hard it is . he can be the most kind person his girlfriend ever be with while he is actually being jackass to everybody . man changes a lot for love . and this one man i knew , he changed a lot in a good way , specifically for love . much of the time he'll be spending with the girlfriend . he do cares , i can see . and that's lovely .

but halfway through the video , i stopped . what's the point ?

this video emphasizing on bf-gf relationship . so for the sake of love made on ur own , being a loyal , caring and lovely boyfriend , to whom actually are u proving all of these to ? to ur girlfriend ? is that the best you can do ?

yes , love is an undeniable feelings . lumrah hidup untuk saling menyukai dan mengasihi . to me , cinta itu suci . i once fall in love , it's great . but how far it can go , nobody knows .

the soul mate had been determined by Him , when , who n until when , all had been determined . yes , there's always effort to be made but in a bless-ful way that He'll always counts on .

to love and to be loved , on my own opinion , blessed love somehow is a promise not only goes to yourself n the one u love , but to the whole world and to the Creator .

most of us had actually known this but cant stop practically do it . sorry for questioning but it's never wrong to keeep questioning yourself on the right or wrong of what you've done . it eventually improves one's self . :)

terima kaseh ; salam .

awake

waking up while other still asleep , sometimes can be the best time to do things you dont want other people to know . but what happen to me recently , that is bila tiba-tiba bangun dan tak boleh tidur balik atas sebab yang tidak boleh dielakkan , boleh kata ini satu ujian sangat berat . and unfortunately speed up the homesick level . :'( anyways , my point here is , never fail to appreciate to whatever being given to you and in my case here , the nikmat sehat . jagalah pemakanan anda . :D

-tq . :)

library dan books

salam .

bila kira-kira balik, dah tige minggu balik . another two weeks left . it's appreciating when we got to spend the ramadhan with the family . dari awak balik lagi , tiap-tiap minggu pergi berbuka rumah cousin cousin , dapat jumpa nenek , pokcik , mokcik , budak budak kecik , baby yang tak pernah jumpa lagi . ramai nya ! tak sangka boleh sampai lupa nama mereka . -____-'

hehe recently , i borrowed this book . . ye lah , dah lama tak pergi itu public library . jadi itu hari teman itu toi toi mahu cari info pasal assignment dia , tentang earth based on Quran . lebih kurang macam itu lah topic dia , nak kena cari pasal angkasa semua . sampai sampai je tempat berkenaan , kami pergi kaunter . sebab kad lama dah hilang dua tahun lepas , jadi kata jelah nak buat kad baru . n my sister she wants to renew her membership . dia isi borang lain , sy isi borang lain . pergi kaunter sy submit ,

kakak kaunter : adik , belajar lagi ke ? blaja dekat mana ?
saya : yeap . dekat jakarta .
kakak kaunter : ohhh , silap borang ni . kena isi yang dewasa punya . *senyum kambing*

dengar tu ? dewasa . ceyt , lupa diri bukan budak kecik lagi dah . iyalah , dah badan tinggi cam galah . TAPI i'm still remaja . ok . tutup story . apa apa je lah . pergi isi borang lain , borang dewasa . pergi kaunter , she processed info , photocopy ic semua . sy tanya lagi :

saya : akak , boleh trace ke kad lama ? tapi dah lama gila dah . hilang dua tahun lepas .
kakak kaunter : *muka bengis* ohh , kenapa tak cakap awal awal . *she gave back my salinan ic* adik kena isi borang kad hilang kat situ . dan kena bayar tiga hengget .

hampa je . pergi isi borang lagi . yang ni aduan kehilangan kad pulak . pergi byr tiga hengget . pergi kaunter . masuk ni , semua borang aku dah isi . yang kad baru remaja , kad baru dewasa , kad hilang . hah ! akak tuh kata boleh pinjam buku dalam setengah jam lagi . aik ? kad tak dapat lagi dah nak bagi pinjam buku . pergi tanya akak muka berngis tadi .

kakak kaunter : ohh , sekarang kita pakai ic nak pinjam buku .
saya : oooooooooooooooooooooooo

woh woh . ic banyak kegunaan weh ! ;p sy tahu sy sorang je tak tahu lagi . nak buat macam mana , satu , jarang balik , dua , jarang pergi library (kad dah hilang kan :D) , tiga , buta IT . -__-' BUT , i'm proud to be malaysian . our IC sangat lah convenient . pakai lah untuk tol , atm , library . ktp or kittas can do nothing . so , instead of they (indonesian) put sweat on burning our jalur gemilang and throw feces at our embassy , you guys better go and find something relevant to do to show your contribution besides making up noise and abash your country . fuuh ; lari topic dah . apa apa pun , i dont think its late to say :

HAPPY 53rd MERDEKA DAY MALAYSIA , :)

terima kaseih ; anak jati malaysia . -huny