what do you expect .

YE , SY BENGANG .

saya pelik pelik dan pelik , orang punya ragam , boleh jugak ada orang macam ni ? rasa macam nak pegi jerit kuat2 , nangis macam banjir , geram sampai gigil gigil , rasa macam nak keluar semua F words tapi yang keluar hanyalah fish , fish dan fish . ok , out of mind . never can happen . sebab ? i'm pretty concern about ppl around , maybe sometimes i do have some sort of thought in mind , well yea , it never gonna happen .. yes . tapi best dan lega bila sekali sekala dapat explode kan semua . kan ?

hayy sahabat . sy sayang anda sebagai sahabat . but to trust you whole-heartedly , no i can't , and i won't , why ? i just can't . fullstop .

pernah dengar "sharing is caring" ? it rarely applies on you . nak share ilmu pun kena pilih orang kah ? think back who own's the knowledge at first side ? pernah dengar "mind your own business" ? this happened often . as if you never want a person to know what you gonna share to others , please , go and talk somewhere else . jangan la nak cakap kuat macam seribu batu jauh tapi tak nak orang lain tahu . menyampah wei .

and what is your contribution towards friendship ? hang out ? spend laughters when it's time to laugh ? but how can you spend laughters while other's crying at the corner hoping to have someone to talk to ? selfish , don't you think ? don't say saya memang macam ni , tak reti pujuk . it's your life , you yourself do what you want and you yourself chose on choices available and you yourself made who you are . may be one of the reasons why i'm not into relationship anymore . [well , i'm not referring to marriage cpls , jd jangan salah anggap . (=] some ppl willing to crack out the head on how to coax the love but somehow they forget how to appreciate ppl or should i specifically describe , friends . nak buat macam mana bila mana rasa ambil berat dah beralih ke ..... insan bernama lelaki . maka , lebih banyak masa diperlukan untuk keep in touch dengan mereka atas alasan jauh . what a huge disappointing .

penat rasa sakit hati . tapi , saya juga manusia biasa , ada hati dan perasaan . kalau lah saya ada ijazah pakar dalam menjaga hati diri sendiri . oh can't afford that , too many feees to be paid .

wah , marah sungguh hani idzaida hari ni ? semoga lebih banyakkan bersabar ok hani , think of Allah , and the unsatisfaction will soon recover and heals .

hey peeps , don't get wrong , these ppl are a few . :) plenty more are actually concern and care of their friends , that's lovely , and appreciating . :) people come and people go , and people gonna come some more , they pick a fight but it's alright . that's how life goes on .

crapps ; terima kasih . wasalam .