the biggest espère du jour

Bismillah .

last last night , I slept early . I mean , tepat at 12 midnite .

to at most having a great body refreshment for the next morning .

andd ,

( during the morning )

I woke up early . (punya semangat)

to get myself pleased for the early breakfast ,

intended to overcome any possible energy deficiency during the day . (punyaa semangat , lagi sekali)

energy def ? ohh mungkin . hani mmg lembik senanye .

(later)

I took early lunch . to gain extra energy , afraid of any shortage would happened .

on the same time waited for the clock ticking to 10 .

cepat lahh , ohh tak sabarnye .

sooner after , I walked up to first floor . isi borang semua2 and queued for the turn .

freaaaaaaaaaaaking nervous ! *hyperventilate

....

"hai neng , anak malaysia ya?"

"iya , bu - *sengih2"

"sekalian sama rombongan anak2 yang lain ya ?"

*pandang2 belakang , "oh , iyaa hehe"

"minta borang pink nya yaa , udah pernah donor sblm ini ?"

"belum , ohh ini pertama kali xD makanya excited bu . :D"

....

"oh nengg , kamu ga bisa ni."

"ohh yeaa ? emg kenapa ?"

"Hb nya kurang ni, harusnya 12,5"

ohh as expected ; status : not eligible at the moment

cehhs , Anemia juga rupanya hani ni. sobs kecewa

alaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaa

donate 2ml pun jadi lah . boleh tak ?

tak boleh . tau dah

sobs again

baru ingat nak semangat semangat cerita kat mama papa abang n bangah since they were't qualified on the basic REQUIREMENTS upon the note 1 .

takpe lahh , I shoud've raise the Hb level by now . nevermind nevermind . there's always next time insyaAllah .

do anybody out there having extra Hb and can you pleasssse provide me some ? HE HE HE xD

coz I reaaaaaaaally wish to donate some part of mine even once .

p/s : nobody can do everything , but EVERYONE can do something , sooooo for the least ever , I've tried . :')