unforgettable past

listening to the song that you've made to be ours

looking at those recent pictures of yours , to see how much you've changed

continuously checking up on you , to see how much you moved on .

looking at those ages lovely pictures , reminds on memories we had .

this is true . you've been on my mind . for me it happens all the time .

do you have idea on how much i missed you ?

NO , you dont . it's pretty embarrassing to constantly checking up on you , never knowing what's the point . but i really did . =__='

LOVE can never be simple , i know . that's what i'm afraid of . these had got me into trouble in moving on . i AM moving on , don't get wrong , this is just so far i can go . dont judge me . pffftt . love is complicated , it deals with such feeling controlled by the heart . ppl know that . and the one you care and the one you like , that's totally two distinct thing and different .

ppl will never stop questioning and blame on why i'm letting you go . i know . honestly , this is way big sacrifice i ever did , in letting you go . or maybe the best thing i ever did on the other way round . why ? -dont ask , you'll never understand why like i said before it can never be simple . if you know me you'll know why .

taking care of myself , itu lebih penting buat sy .

tidak mengapalah , ini semua ujian , untuk lebih sabar dan lebih tabah menghadapi kehidupan . jangan pernah mengeluh kalau tahu apa yang anda buat itu benar walaupun susah , payah . sometimes we planned well, some plans might goes specifically as planned , but some may not . why ? because He decides better , Allah knows better .

I believe , i might lost something precious i ever had in the past , but somehow someday , I may get back what I've lost , or something better ? insyaAllah , nobody knows . ayte :)

never regret , always improve the self .

seeking for blessings , hunnay .